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i shouldn't have writers block. i'm a 18 year old girl with the emotions to go with it. theirs boys and drama and girls, and how ...

i shouldn't have writers block.

i'm a 18 year old girl with the emotions to go with it.
theirs boys and drama and girls, and how hard high school is and all that superficial crap that the halls are lined with.

and i want to write about the stuff that every one writes about and i want to write about high school, and, love and people, and life.

but i'm 18 and i haven't lived that long so i cant really give life advice, and i thought i knew what love is, but turns out i was wrong, i hate drama, and high school is great but sorry i have nothing to say about it. and people.. wells turns out i don't know people as well as i thought.

i have writers block because all i write about is how she stole his heart and i broke my own.

and i'm trying to be different and its hard.

and i never like anything i write.

i want to love the words that come but they all end up being about her and him.
and i'm not a fan of her or him.

delete, gets hit to much and the publish never does.

so my blog sits with posts from months ago.

and ideas and drafts from days ago.

and words i liked when i loved him.

i told my dad i have writers block and he said that i shouldn't because i'm an 18 year old girl with the emotions to go with it.

then he said with all confidence that someone can have when they write for a living.

find out what the character wants...

then i said

what if she doesn't know what she wants?




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5 comments

  1. Yeah. I've got the same problem a lot. Her and him and it feels like no one wants to read it anymore.
    But this is really good.
    "What if she doesn't know what she wants?"

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  2. This is what we need more of. This is the truth. This is now. This is real.

    "so my blog sits with posts from months ago."

    I think you're on your way to figuring out what you want. Thanks for bringing us along on your journey.

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  3. i agree with nelson's comment so much. i enjoyed this, the real raw truth.

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  4. "because all i write about is how she stole his heart and i broke my own."

    I read this over and over and over and I dunno but it just gets me every time.

    This post is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you.

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  5. This is great noodles. Beautiful ending.

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